Where to start...
I go back to school in a little over two weeks.
Next month is the yellow ribbon ceremony, then in February we have the "going away" ceremony.
My husband volunteered to go this past July, so we have known for sometime now, I never imagined the 7 months we had left would fly by so fast!
I am freaking out a little on the inside.
I have tried to hold it all in,but I think I might explode!
Next semester is supposed to be a hard semester, we are going to have WAY more clinical days and now my husband is going to be gone.
Don't get me wrong, I DO support him, and OUR troops.
I am just very scared of living alone and doing everything by myself!
Ever since his deployment to Iraq I have had some separation issues to say the least.
Now I'm in school and I have absolutely no confidence that I can handle the home by myself! I know that I will get the hang of it in time but it is still scary, plus I have school!
Like y'all don't already know about my school!!
I know I can do it cause there are thousands of other people that do, and they even have kids in the picture.
Maybe, just maybe, a kid is what I'm missing?
Ha. See how crazy this deployment is making me!?
A kid would keep me busy but its to late for that, and that is just insane thinking on my part, besides, I'm 19! I guess this blog is just me trying to figure out how to manage the life of "student nursing" and the deployment at once.
I kind of like the title of this entry, I think I might change my blog name to it?! What do y'all think?